How much longer until I get there is a question I used to ask myself a lot in 2013.
What I mean when I ask this question is, when am I going to be free from this current situation? I was always waiting to get somewhere, make a success of myself so I could finally be free or be seen as a success in the eyes of others.
I soon realised that the question I asked myself was not helping me do anything, it would just put a downer on what I was doing at the time and I would lose the passion that was there when I first started.
I am quite a happy guy who tries not to let things get to me too much, really laid back as people tell me and just generally plod along through life. But asking myself that question just made me feel unhappy.
What was I actually doing to get where ever it was I wanted to be?
Well nothing really, I would try little things here and there but I never really believed it would get me anywhere because these type of thoughts cropped in and I never really put my all into it due to the disbelief.
So where am I trying to go?